I think I am to lazy... eh...no, to much people who are drawing like I wish to draw...Much too much...I am jealous. Can't draw. You people are too talented, better than I am. In everything. Even in drawing - which was my greatest ambition - I am worse than the best in the class. I NEVER EVER been the best. And believe me, I tried. But my 'talent' gives nothig more than 'normal good-looking screch'. I want something better. Something with soul, something with spirit, something you can remember and respect. I am drawing on eh...ok, rysuję małe próbki postaci na marginesach, żeby przystosować kreskę do niskich nawet potrzeb rysunku...And you know what?!
Nothig.
It still look like a normal, ordinary screch, made by newbie girl, who want to be original artist
Could forgive myself if I would be a newbie...
but I am NOT a newbie. I look like, I sound like, but I am not
I know my useless talent since primary school. I know, I realy KNOW I hawe it, but I can't use it. Heh... Even if you'll say "woow! That's great!! I love it!" It still do not exist to me... It is still that how I draw everytime. I have good ideas for pictures, but still can't do anything. Do you know that terrible pain, when you can't express your thoughts??
I am likely to piss of DA. Too much pain in here. To much better tasted pics and drawing.
But, Akine, I know you reads that =.= Comment it.
Sorasy że mi się nie chce przerzucać przez translatora. Troszkę(wth) angielskiego ci nie zaszkodzi. Moooże. Spierdalać z DA, zostać? A jak zostać to po co.